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A weekly newsletter where I share stories about my life in music and my struggles with mental health, so other musicians don’t feel alone and feel more comfortable opening up about what we’re really going through.

Join 450+ musicians who are learning to open up about their mental health and support each other along the way.

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Stories

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A Love Letter To My Depression

Jan 7, 2026

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11 min read

A Love Letter To My Depression

The friend who I never asked for, but don't want to leave completely...

Brian Zhang
Brian Zhang

Music Education and Support

For artists to have a future, young musicians need to learn mental health skills now

Nov 20, 2025

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14 min read

For artists to have a future, young musicians need to learn mental health skills now

It's been the biggest thing missing in education, but the one that gives them a chance to succeed.

Brian Zhang
Brian Zhang

Stories

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16 months after my first suicidal thought, this message reminded me I still had a reason to live.

Oct 15, 2025

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12 min read

16 months after my first suicidal thought, this message reminded me I still had a reason to live.

And it helped me fall in love with music and life again.

Brian Zhang
Brian Zhang

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Family

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A story to remind you you’re not alone

May 7, 2026

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9 min read

A story to remind you you’re not alone

Even when it feels like music is all you have

Brian Zhang
Brian Zhang

Stories

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The Last Time I Played Guitar for My Grandma

Apr 16, 2026

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8 min read

The Last Time I Played Guitar for My Grandma

For my Po Po and Nai Nai — on grief, guilt, and learning how to say goodbye

Brian Zhang
Brian Zhang

Stories

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I’m okay with being a failed musician.

Apr 2, 2026

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17 min read

I’m okay with being a failed musician.

But it took me years to accept that.

Brian Zhang
Brian Zhang

Depression

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Depression

Being a Musician Hurt Me More Than I’d Care to Admit

Mar 18, 2026

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16 min read

Being a Musician Hurt Me More Than I’d Care to Admit

So this is me finally being honest with you and with myself

Brian Zhang
Brian Zhang

Depression

Four small things that helped me survive depression in 2025

Oct 30, 2025

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12 min read

Four small things that helped me survive depression in 2025

How these small changes helped me embrace my depression and fall in love with music again.

Brian Zhang
Brian Zhang

Depression

A Quiet Street, A Guitar, and Me

Sep 17, 2025

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9 min read

A Quiet Street, A Guitar, and Me

But even the darkness and silence couldn’t hide what I was searching for.

Brian Zhang
Brian Zhang

Archive

Family

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A story to remind you you’re not alone

May 7, 2026

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9 min read

A story to remind you you’re not alone

Even when it feels like music is all you have

Brian Zhang
Brian Zhang

Stories

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The Last Time I Played Guitar for My Grandma

Apr 16, 2026

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8 min read

The Last Time I Played Guitar for My Grandma

For my Po Po and Nai Nai — on grief, guilt, and learning how to say goodbye

Brian Zhang
Brian Zhang

Stories

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I’m okay with being a failed musician.

Apr 2, 2026

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17 min read

I’m okay with being a failed musician.

But it took me years to accept that.

Brian Zhang
Brian Zhang

Reflections on Mental Health

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Being a Musician Hurt Me More Than I’d Care to Admit

Mar 18, 2026

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16 min read

Being a Musician Hurt Me More Than I’d Care to Admit

So this is me finally being honest with you and with myself

Brian Zhang
Brian Zhang

Stories

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For 15 minutes, I Was A Rockstar At Philadelphia Airport

Mar 5, 2026

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12 min read

For 15 minutes, I Was A Rockstar At Philadelphia Airport

Somewhere between a cancelled flight and a crowd of strangers, I found a reason to keep going

Brian Zhang
Brian Zhang

Family

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How I Became a Master at Hiding My Pain

Feb 18, 2026

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14 min read

How I Became a Master at Hiding My Pain

But as I say goodbye to my Grandma, I realise I'm not as alone as I thought.

Brian Zhang
Brian Zhang

Mental Health Support

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Therapy isn't so scary after all

Jan 24, 2026

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7 min read

Therapy isn't so scary after all

How changing my approach to therapy saved my mental health...and life

Brian Zhang
Brian Zhang

Community

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The podcast I wanted to create from the beginning

Jan 15, 2026

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7 min read

The podcast I wanted to create from the beginning

And one that helps you not feel alone in your mental health struggles.

Brian Zhang
Brian Zhang

Stories

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A Love Letter To My Depression

Jan 7, 2026

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11 min read

A Love Letter To My Depression

The friend who I never asked for, but don't want to leave completely...

Brian Zhang
Brian Zhang
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A weekly newsletter where I share stories about my life in music and my struggles with mental health, so other musicians don’t feel alone and feel more comfortable opening up about what we’re really going through.

Join 450+ musicians who are learning to open up, share honestly, and support each other along the way.

Join 450+ musicians who are learning to open up about their mental health and support each other along the way.


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